That's what you both are.

Thank god i'm clever enough and thank god i was born with full of curiosity.

I'm going on with the flow now.Oh god why must this things happen whenever your heart is about to give it all.I'm so lucky that i was very laid back.Very pity to those girls.I will pretend that i don't know anything.Oh yah! You are dealing with the wrong person.

Hate this feeling.

I just feels like shouting out loud!Really need somebody to talk to.Really hate when this feeling come :(

Congratulation Sumi.

Firstly would like to wish congratulation to Sumithra and Manimaran for finally officially becoming husband and wife. You look gorgeous girl! Thanks for inviting us to your wedding. My first time being to an Indian wedding. Quite an experience i must say and very interesting. It is very traditionally done. After watching the ceremony, all of us went down to eat. I'm happy that i could actually see different kinds of races wedding ceremony. I have been to a chinese wedding before.Very different.Anyway let me leave you with some pictures of the wedding that i took just now.

Friday.

Just came back from Meeting.

Wanted to show a picture.Look at those yummy cute doughnuts. It is called the Japanese Doughnuts.Just find it very cute so i bought it yesterday. Cost $4 for 12 pieces. Ok i think i'm gonna buy doughnut again after work.

Anyway today i learn a new phrase from the CEO.

The phrase was THINK BIG,DIG DEEP,START SMALL,ACT FAST.

Would you go for love or money?

I would say both. Use to agree on love itself cause with love you can do anything. But now, i have to say its love and money. Why do i say that? Its all based on a true story. My own personal story. A story i won't imagine off coming true. Breaks my heart to know about that particular story. But what can i do? I could only shut my mouth and pretend not to know anything. Let god shows the way and let god open up that particular person eyes. Nobody except god knows what i have been through. People say it parts and parcle of life. Easy for them to say but very difficult for me as a human being to accept the fact that this is happening and really truely happening. I felt that it was just a dream but than i realise, it was not. It real aisyah..it is.

Who will win Singapore Idol 2009?

So guys any feedback or criticism on the above questions? Read most of the forums and they said Sezairi will win cause he is a malay. But hey aren't we in a multi racial country? Why become so racist? Felt abit disappointed on that comment. Shouldn't be commenting that way. Anyway this year i know that they want a lady to win the competition. Whether the ladies win or not we will have to see about that. Not only that, if you think you want the ladies to win than vote! Don't just say and criticise.

Personally for me, I will have to go for Sezairi. Not because he is malay but because he is a very potential and capable guy. Just look at how he deliver his songs each week.





Just look at how he nailed that both song.
Such a good satisfaction.

Sick Tuesday.

Sick,sick,sick really hate this feeling. Was actually not well since yesterday. Took half day from work thought of going to see a doctor but didn't even get a chance to even see a glance of the doctor. Want to know why? I step in the clinic (its a private clinic), get myself registered. My number was 88 and when i look at the queue number system it shows 78 so there was like 12 patients before me. I waited and waited but the number 78 was still on the screen and its not moving. I really can't take it anymore cause the nose thing is really killing me. So i told the clinic assistant that i wanted to cancel my registration and after that i went back home straight. At home, managed to find the typical yellow pill for the nose and paracetamol. Thought that works but i'm still feeling sick till today. So decided to see a doctor and get a 1 day rest for today. Hope that i feel better tomorrow.

Oh yah the hot movie this month. Newmoon have you guys watch it yet? I already did with Ayu, Ramdan and Azhar. Another great movie but the ending was abit hanging. I guess i will have to
wait for their next movie which is eclipse.

Thursday at Mcdonalds.

Its 8.12pm now,I'm at Forum Mcdonalds waiting for ayu all alone here. Anyone wants to company me? Suppose to pass her my dress cause she wanted to lend it from me. Been wanting to pass her that dress but due to something,i'm unable to until now. Well i have not been updating for sometime,its ok i'm back now hehe. Anyway a little bit of updates..Did i tell all of you that i have change department? I'm soo happy to get transfer.It felt so good to hear the news from HR like 3 months ago.Yeah 3 months had past and now i'm already confirmed! Soo happy about it. Oh yah, i have a task to do for the director.Task is to look out for friends who has the same attitude,character,good in powerpoint,excel..easy said good in computer software just like me.I really have nobody in mind.Someone just like me? I don't think so i am able to find that kind of person. Everyone have different kind of attitude and i know that. Well we see how than.

Anyway work was quite alright.The new department i work in right now was great. Colleagues was damn nice.I'm still learning and will still continue to learn.Was soo happy to hear the comments of my supervisor.All was positive.Will continue to stay consistent insya'allah.Well one thing that i have learned is that never, we shall not give up on our dreams.Continue on working hard and step by step i'm sure one day the position that you want,you will definately get.Believe is the word and not to forget its live long learning.Yeah i always believe in that.We should not stop learning.Cause by learning we gain experience and not just that we also could get acknowlegdement example like a certificate if you go for further studies.Talking about studies,i'm also glad about my exams result.Will try to work hard for upcoming exams.Working and schooling at the same time,that is what i have been doing.Wish to complete my diploma with flying colours and the next step i will do is to really push myself to finish up my driving license.I know my parents will be waiting for this.But due to time i won't be able to actually do it.Insya'allah once i'm done with studies,my next target will be that and that is definitely my dream.

Somehow or rather the answer is already right infront of you but you just couldn't see it.

Red Carpet Night.

Yesterday night was our last Dinner and Dance with Alexandra Hospital.As you know by next year all of us will be shifting to Yishun which is the new hospital at the north and it is called Khoo Teck Phuat Hospital.I would say the event was not really that great as usual.The food was even worst.I think i can cook better.Anyway make up was done by Diah and Nurul Aini.Yeah we chose her to be our make up artist for that night.Here are some of the pictures that we took that night.

Break Fast with colleagues at Fish & Co.

English.

Please click on the picture for clearer view.

23 August 2009.
11.58pm.
After a long years..
Now its the start of my new life.
A new chapter.
A new phrase in life i have to live with.

Typical Tuesday.

(picture was taken during Nurses Day 09 in our Nurses Day T-shirt)

I'm on leave today.Another day of resting for me but not really cause i will be having class later at 7 till 10pm.I'm so excited for class.Anyway i have been very ill this pass few days.Down with flu and now bad cough.I have been feeding myself with piriton and paracetamol just to regain back my strenght.Alhamdulilah today i'm much more better.

Fasting month is coming up and i'm so happy that we are able to fast again. It will be officially this saturday 22nd august.

Oh yah my transfer to the new department was delayed due to the pink panther.She wants me to stay till end of the month.Well i don't mind but i wish i could actually tranfer out much more faster.So i guess another one more week and counting.

You are invited.

You are definitely invited once I'm done with organising my very own 21st Birthday party!

Yeah i would like to make my very own theme birthday party.

I have chosen the place,time,date,caterer but the problem is the theme.

sighh....

I really can't think of a theme.

Been browsing around the net,the most common theme is retro.

Retro? Can't i have something else other thn that?

I guess its too common.

Any ideas anyone?

Dinner on 25 July 2009.

Went out with my girls for a dinner at orchard sakura since it is our pay day.

Food there was quite ok but i still prefer sakura at clementi woods.

Orchard one is cramp.

Anyway i'm so happy that i bought a GUESS bag as a reward for myself.

Not to forget each of my family members also received something from me.

I love them thats why.

I hope all of you love your gift.

Babies can skate!

Suka Ma Suka (SMS)

To those people out there who loves watching Cinta Fitri and Suci.

This is the movie for you!

It has my both favourite hero from both indonesian drama.

Overall i could say it is funny,especially when you see both of them act like a gay.

What are you waiting for? Go and rent the CD now!

Wisnu (Teuku Wisnu) and Rezky (Rezky Aditya) are two handsome men and playboy. Wisnu works as a photographer while Rezky is a TV reporter. One day Rezky oversleeps and turns up late for an interview with a minister. As a result he was scolded by his boss. To solve this problem of oversleeping he decides to rent a house near his workplace.

While exploring for new house Rezky meets up with Wisnu, who is also looking for a place to stay. They soon found a house owned by Auntie Ria and were very interested to move in but were rejected since she only allows female tenants. Then Rezky pairs up with Wisnu, pretending to be gay and this made Auntie Ria to change her mind and accept them in her home.

It was love at first time when both men met Bella (Laudya Chyntia Bella), who is Auntie Ria's nephew, also staying at the same house. Both men do many funny and stupid things to win Bella's heart and Bella does not realise both of them are actually acting.

To know more about the movie,go and rent it :P

Peaceful.

At last,my brain is not working any further.I felt peaceful now.No more painful headache.I guess i only need time to relax my mind and thats why i took a half day leave yesterday.Its worth it though.

Anyway i can't wait for the little surprise that me and my friends have plan for.
Hopefully it turn out great.The best part of it,the lying part was a SUCCESS!
You guys will know what i mean tomorrow.

Bad Bad Monday!

If only somebody were in my shoes.Anyway go to hell to her.She deserved it anyway.As i said i'm ready and ever ready to be called by the both of them.Lets wait and see whether they actually were to confront me.I'm waiting for the special moments to come.I will definitely burst out whatever i want to say.I'm leaving anyway.I think i'm not the only one who is so angry with that person.I'm definitely sure about that.She always make things difficult as if she is perfect! The moral of the story is my patience with you is already over.I don't care if you are the senior.Earned the respect will you!

Ariel 1St Birthday!

Date: 12 June 2009.
Location: Jrg St 81.

Thanks marene for inviting us to your son birthday celebration.

Hope ariel love the present that we gave him.

He is a very active boy indeed.

Well here are some of the pictures.

The huge tom and jerry cake.

How i wish i get the same cake on my birthday.

Ariel cutting the cake.

Lots and lots of presents for him.

With the mummy.

30 May 2009.

Sujinah's Advanced Birthday Celebration.

Venue: Woodlands Blk 602.
Dresscode:Dress tube

Time:5pm

Basically we have all this planned up by the four of us.

We want to make a surprised for her.

And indeed we did.

We lied to her that we are gonna have a makeover at dayah's house as her mum is going overseas and no one will be around at her house.

Infact,it was all a tricked.

Here are some of the foods that we prepared.

Me holding her birthday cake specially home made by siti.

There she is with her all blue dressing and with her sunglass on cause she did not apply any make up.She was indeed very surprised and lost of words.The only thing she said was "Oh Ok,Thank you" with no expression haha! Maybe she is shocked.

Blowing candles.

Barbeque time..

And yeah overall we had a great time indeed.As what dayah said,"Barbeque is all about the smoke".Haha we all laughed the moment she said that.Anyway we hope that you enjoy the advanced birthday celebration jinah :)

Check this out!

Recommended by a friend.

Funny advertisement.

Some funny advertisement which my friends show it to me yesterday.

Here is the first one,



The second one,



part two,

Groceries Shopping.

They call themselves Pussycat Dolls.
But we call ourselves PussycOt Dolls.
Anyway had lots of fun earlier on with the rest.
Shop for groceries and stuff like that for this coming weekend.
From NTUC to Cold Storage.
I'm sure its gonna be great!
Oh i can't wait for IT :)

Tiring Tuesday.

Connection to the internet is soo slow.I wonder why.There must be something that is not right here.Hmm..Anyway today was a tiring day.I totally have no mood today.Maybe because of my "aunt dot".As usual there's always stupid things happening.I really don't understand why.Making me frustrated everyday.If only i could just shout my lungs out in the clinic,but i remain calm and steady.Oh god,only you who knows what i face everyday.I really can't stand it anymore.Everyone here has so many different characters.Well human are born that way but still work is work.

Anyway i managed to get through the HR today.He told me to submit my resume and email it to him.Supposed to do it today but i guess i'm too tired to do.Will do it maybe by tomorrow.I just hope that they will select me.Insya'allah.

That's all for now.Need to sleep.Good night everyone :)

Monday.

I need some space to breath.

Cause i'm sick and tired of entertaining people who only act stupid.

Shopping with the ladies.

Went shopping yesterday and almost went crazy cause almost all the places we went are having sales.Here i am trying to control my spending.Why?Because i'm taking a new course in Human Resource and i will have to pay the course fee soon.Well over all i did a little bit of spending.Enough to satisfy my ownself haha.Better than nothing right?Anyway i just can't wait for the next weekend.Just say that we have and exciting plan to come.Weeeeeeeeee!!

Night in the Musuem.

First one was great and now here come Night in the Musuem 2!

Oh i just can't wait for it.

Anyone want to catch it with me?

Coming out soon on 21 May 2009.

Answers to What Your Birth Date Reveals About You!

1. The Originator
1's are originals. Coming up with new ideas and executing them is natural. Having things their own way is another trait that gets them labeled as being stubborn and arrogant. 1's are extremely honest and do well to learn some diplomacy skills. They like to take the initiative and are often leaders or bosses, as they like to be the best. Being self-employed is definitely helpful for them. Lesson to learn: Others' ideas might be just as good or better and to stay open minded.

2. The Peacemaker
2's are the born diplomats. They are aware of others' needs and moods and often think of others before themselves. Naturally analytical and very intuitive they don't like to be alone. Friendship and companionship is very important and can lead them to be successful in life, but on the other hand they'd rather be alone than in an uncomfortable relationship. Being naturally shy they should learn to boost their self-esteem and express themselves freely and seize the moment and not put things off.

3. The Life of the Party
3's are idealists. They are very creative, social, charming, romantic, and easygoing. They start many things, but don't always see them through. They like others to be happy and go to great lengths to achieve it. They are very popular and idealistic. They should learn to see the world from a more realistic point of view.

4. The Conservative
4's are sensible and traditional. They like order and routine. They only act when they fully understand what they are expected to do. They like getting their hands dirty and working hard. They are attracted to the outdoors and feel an affinity with nature. They are prepared to wait and can be stubborn and persistent. They should learn to be more flexible and to be nice to themselves.

5. The Nonconformist
5's are the explorers. Their natural curiosity, risk taking, and enthusiasm often lands them in hot water. They need diversity, and don't like to be stuck in a rut. The whole world is their school and they see a learning possibility in every situation. The questions never stop. They are well advised to look before they take action and make sure they have all the facts before jumping to conclusions.

6. The Romantic
6's are idealistic and need to feel useful to be happy. A strong family connection is important to them. Their emotions influence their decisions. They have a strong urge to take care of others and to help. They are very loyal and make great teachers. They like art or music. They make loyal friends who take the friendship seriously. 6's should learn to differentiate between what they can change and what they cannot.

7. The Intellectual
7's are the searchers. Always probing for hidden information, they find it difficult to accept things at face value. Emotions don't sway their decisions. Questioning everything in life, they don't like to be questioned themselves. They're never off to a fast start, and their motto is slow and steady wins the race. They come across as philosophers and being very knowledgeable, and sometimes as loners. They are technically inclined and make great researchers uncovering information. They like secrets. They live in their own world and should learn what is acceptable and what not in the world at large.

8. The Big Shot
8's are the problem solvers. They are professional, blunt and to the point, have good judgment and are decisive. They have grandiose plans and like to live the good life. They are take charge people. They view people objectively. They let you know in no uncertain terms that they are the boss. They should learn to base their decisions on their own needs rather than on what others want.

9. The Performer
9's are natural entertainers. They are very caring and generous, giving away their last dollar to help. With their charm they have no problem making friends and nobody is a stranger to them. They have so many different personalities that people around them have a hard time understanding them. They are like chameleons, ever changing and blending in. They have tremendous luck, but also can suffer from extremes in fortune and mood. To be successful they need to build a loving foundation.

This is for you Sery.
Try it out!

A word of advised from mum:

Your heart must be beautiful than it will reflect on your face.

As she said no point having a beautiful face but your heart is not.

What Your Birth Date Reveals About You!

29 + 10 + 1988 = 2027
2 + 0 + 2 + 7 = 11
1 + 1 = 2
Your Birth Number :2 .


2. The Peacemaker

2's are the born diplomats. They are aware of others' needs and moods and often think of others before themselves. Naturally analytical and very intuitive they don't like to be alone. Friendship and companionship is very important and can lead them to be successful in life, but on the other hand they'd rather be alone than in an uncomfortable relationship. Being naturally shy they should learn to boost their self-esteem and express themselves freely and seize the moment and not put things off.

* Very true actually.

Dear Bloggie,

I would like to wish all mum out there,a very HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.

I'm pretty sure most of them are having a great time celebrating with their lovely mum.

Well as for me, unfortunately mum is not back.Due to work thats why.

Quite sad actually but its ok.

Anyway i send her a short message saying:

To my Dearest mama,

Happy Mother's Day to u!

You will always be our understanding mum.

Come back soon cause your present is waiting for you hehe.

The moment she received the message,she called home.

Thank me for the message and asked me what was the present.

Told her to quickly come back home cause i won't tell her,if not it won't be a surprised anymore hehe.I love you mum.I always do :)

Thanks i can't sleep now.

All because of just now.

Maybe you got it all wrong.

It hurts.

Tonight i will have a very good sleep :D

Although i have to wake up really early tomorrow.

Anyway gd night everyone.

Thank god for this wonderful moments.

Karaoke session with my old secondary schoolmates.

It has been almost years and we still do keep in touch with each other.

Only the four of us could make it.

Anyway we shall meet again before aliff serve his NS.

Love you guys :D

Birthday Celebration for Siti @ Pastamania,Funan Mall.

Had a mini surprised for siti due to her birthday.

The lady in black is the birthday girl.

Dear Bloggie,

Finally the winner of IDOLA CILIK 2 is DEBO!

Well for some of you people out there,Idola Cilik is an indonesian singing contest for the kids. Since the first time it has been playing through the MNC channel(the indonesian channel),i've always been watching it without failed. And yeah Debo deserved to win. I've been voting for him and the SMS is not a waste afterall. All the best to you Debo, now your dreams have come true. May you be a good kid :) I will definitely support you by buying your album once you have launch one.

Here is a video of him at the Grand Final singing "Bintang yang bersinar".Written by Rian D Masiv.

A video which made me cry. After almost 4 years separated from his mum cause his mum is working at Dubai and its difficult for her to travel back because of money,here she is supporting her son by coming back home to see him and support him at the Grand Final.

Dear Bloggie,

I really hate when a guy who is in a relationship fooling around in the internet and trying to make friends with other girls. I don't know why but it is just pissing me off.

Look..

So when i actually checking out on his profile,tada a picture of him and his girlfriend was there. Tell me whats the point of actually wanting to know another girl? Isn't she good enough for you?

Gosh i pity that girlfriend of his. Boyfriend fooling around and who knows girlfriend is right now sleeping without knowing. Frankly speaking if i were to find out my boyfriend is actually doing the same thing as him, i actually will freak out mind you! Well but i'm still single so i still can mingle around hehe. But really whats the point?

Dear Bloggie,

Hong Kong..


Bali..

Gold Coast..

Reason why i listed out some of this places is because..I need a break! I need to go somewhere. For a holiday i mean! But where? Thats the difficult part. Thought of going hong kong but not too sure about that and best of all is,no one to accompany me. Mum is busy working and sister is too young to travel with me. Dad? i don't think so. Maybe travel alone is not a bad idea but i should go on a tour then. That will be more safer. Oh i just can't make up my mind. When to go is another question! Or maybe i should go somewhere nearby.

Genting highland?

Hmm..maybe..

Dear Bloggie,

If you noticed, there is more and more articles about women getting pregnant before married or even getting an abortion. I felt angry and sad. Angry cause they are so stupid to get themselves involved in this kind of situation. Sad cause the poor baby is killed by the method called abortion.

What is an abortion?

Abortion is ending a pregnancy early before the foetus can survive outside the womb. If it occur spontaneously or naturally, it’s commonly referred to as a “miscarriage”. This is usually because the foetus has passed away in the womb. Under these circumstances, the pregnancy may be expelled from the womb naturally or may require surgery.
Abortion can also be induced. The foetus together with the placenta is expelled from the womb before it is developed enough to survive and will result in its death.Abortion means the voluntary termination of pregnancy.

How is abortion performed?

You will have to see a gynaecologist who will examine you and send you for ultrasound scan to find out how far advanced your pregnancy and if the foetus is in the correct location in the womb. If it is outside the womb,it is potentially life threatening.

Risks:

• 
  Bleeding which may require hospitalisation and blood transfusion


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  Damage to cervix which may result in early delivery or pregnancy loss in subsequent pregnancies. To reduce this, medication is inserted in the vagina before the procedure
  
• 
  Perforation (making a hole) in the womb which may require further surgery


• 
  Infection which can cause fever and pain and hospitalisation. This may impair future fertility


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  Rarely, scarring of the lining of the womb such that you may not have menses any more. It can also cause difficulty getting pregnant in the future.

Do they think before doing this kind of things? At the first place where is your safety then?No point regret after that. Cause you have already commited a sin. To me the one suffering is the woman and not man. Look at the risks itself doesn't it scares all of you. Doing it is easy but after that its not gonna be easy anymore.

Look at the poor baby..

Dear Bloggie,

Have not been blogging for quite sometime busy as usual. Anyway was down with fever last 2 days. 38.4 that was my temperature. Quite high right? Feeling better now and i'm back to work only today. Work is piling and piling non stop. Tried to finish one,another one comes in. How i wish i could just stay at home shaking my leg and money will just come. Well that's fantasy and the reality is this! Life as a human is this way. Sometimes i just can't stand with people at work. Pushing around things to other colleagues. Telling that they are not capable in doing some of the things that are given to them. Craps! Can't stand this kind of people and i wonder why do they still keep this people around. Can't do this can't do that,so tell me what can you do then?

Enough talking and stressing,if not i will fall more sick. Tomorrow i'm on leave. Why? Cause most of the clinics are blocked as they are having MBBS Exams.Yippee another rest day for me. So happy about it. Anyway dedicate this song to all of you. Love the rhythm and lyrics cause it actual reflect me :D

Masih Ada - Ello