Create all the happiness we are able to create;
remove all the misery we are able to remove.
Everyday will allow us to add something to the pleasure of others,
or to diminish something of their pains.
And for every grain of joyment we sow in the bosom of another,
we shall find a harvest in our own bosom;
while every sorrow which we pluck out from the thoughts
and feelings of a fellow creature shall be replaced by
a beautiful peace and joy in the sanctuary of our soul.

I love this song alot.ok i know i'm not really into malay songs but when i hear this during some advertisement in the tv yesterday i thought it was really a nice one.actually the rhythm is from one of this chinese boyband call F4 if i'm not wrong but the malay version is not bad either and the most of all the person singing it is DAMN CUTE!haha with his dimples.alright enjoy the music video.

i've been staying at home the whole day doing housework.vacuum-ing,mop-ing,sweep-ing,wip-ing.alot of hard work but i like it when its all done.grandma cook for us curry chicken its soo yummy!it has been along time since i ate her cooking as you know i'm soo busy with my own life and i got no time to visit her.maybe i will make the time to go there when i'm free.mum didn't went home today and its like the 3 of us at home quite boring actually but the only thing that i do to keep myself happy is to surf the net.

tomorrow is another day.will be having my evaluation again in the morning i realli hope that i will do well this time but guess what till now i've not be revising maybe in a while i guess.its already 1 am and i'm not asleep yet.better get to bed real soon cause i need to wake up early as i'll need to reach bbdc by 7.45am.

life have been plain boring,WORK-SCHOOL-HOME and that's the only thing i've been doing all these while.maybe i should go out more often i guess spend my time alone outside take fresh air and stuff yeah i will do that but perhaps i'm not lazy.

although its have been quite sometime but do you know that ur face really does hunt me everywhere i go.you don't actually talk to me only once that time but i don't know why you really gave me that hard impact in my life until i really can't forget you.although i know its impossible for us to be together again cause i noe your aim is to enjoy life till the fullest and by that before you left me just like that you don't even think how i feel.my friends told me that its no use for me to think about you but i tried but the thing is i can't forget you till now.

i find this very unique and cool packaging.

I REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE ATTENTION SEEKER!STOP THE ACT ALRIGHT!!!YUCKS!CAN YOU CHANGE FOR GOOD!

I'm so STRESS UP.i don't know what I'm going to do.I'm stuck in making decisions.I'm such a fickle minded.first i will decide to do this and then i will decide to do another.gosh I've been neglected my studies this week.i seek for help and opinion from my mum as well as friends.i really can't decide on my own.usually I'm much more a independent person but when come to this matter i really need an opinion.actually I'm too bored with the course I'm taking now administration its so plain boring.its basically so different from what I'm doing now.i use to like this course the previous years back cause its kind of interesting for me but when i work in a health care line i pretty much love what i do now.some of the advise i get was to stop my course now and maybe i could take up any course like make up course while the others told me to continue with it since the course will end next year rather then i waste money just like that.when i think back some of the advise they give was pretty true.well I've decided to continue the course,its only like a few months more till April next year so i rather finish off get my cert and I'm done.so no matter what this Friday i will tell myself to go for the course.

it seems to me that everyone has move on.good for all of you and i'm really happy.for those who hasn't don't waste your time aite i'm sure there's alot of them out there that are waiting.well today 2 guys already said the same phrase.you guys don't have to remind me about the past,i know what i'm doing.i know what is best for me and i know who i want to be with and who i don't so move on alright.for one of them its good that you are already attached i wish everlasting love to both of you.as for me i'm pretty good with my life this way but i'm still waiting and hoping that one fine day it will come,the day the most happiest day in my life.if it doesn't then perhaps i will go ahead with mum decision.anyway my mum knows me the best.

Outing with girlfriends.i miss you girls.meet u up all again this 13 july ya.