An Expression/Thought:

Feeling kind of lonely in this cooling night.
Thinking of someone who wants to accompany me tonight.
Life has always be me being alone all the time.
I need someone to share my time with all the time.
I'm bored of being this way all the time.
I need someone to talk with,play sports with,shopping with,gossip with.
I just hope there will be one particular person that really caught my attention and my heart.

Quote for the day:

True beauty is knowing who you are and what you want,
and never apologising for it.

Dear Bloggie,

This pass few weeks i've been very busy with work and lack of rest.When i was about to recover and regain back my energy after all those tiring days,next week will be another stuck up week.Gosh if you were to look at the assignment,i will have a very busy week again.I can't afford to miss my class for next week.I seriously thought of just leaving that place and don't have to worry about other things.The stressful part is when i will be assisting the consultants.You know they have their own style of working and we have to follow it.I had enough of one,tell you his attitude sometimes really stress me off.I always pray that everything will run smooth everyday but when mistake happens,you can't run from it anyway.And for the pass few weeks i've done alot of mistake actually,i think only i know.That's because i'm too shagged,too many things to follow up,sick and tired of doing the same old thing.It bores me really.I can see that i'm no more that energetic girl that i used to be i am soo tired that i actually went home on time this few days if not i will stay behind late to actually prepare my stuff for the next day,and i've started to come to work late.Haiz i got no words to say.

After all those stress week yesterday was our so called "DESTRESS NIGHT".We went to cash studio and sing our lungs out.It was a fun night i think i need to do that more often with my friends.I don't get to do that everyday but maybe once in a while would be great.

I think that's all for now.Will update again soon.Quote for the day, Too many things so little time.

Dear Bloggie,

Was browsing through my old photo albums gosh i really miss those school days with my friends.I just realised that we have really grown up.Miss those days where we cried,laughed,punished,joking around together thats how close we are as a classmates.Now everyone has gone to their own way,some still studying and some are working glad to know that each and everyone of them are doing fine.Oh ya all the while we have been planning for a reunion session but the date was always a problem.Well some are busy with their own stuff.But we will definately make a gathering with the whole class someday only when is the question.

Two things that made me shocked when i hear the news of two stupid idiot guys.One of them which had known to be my friend boyfriend had always hurt her feelings gosh i really can't stand hearing this kind of stories he really is one kind of an idiot.Really don't worth a woman's love i just feel like saying it out to him but i don't want to interfere in their relationship.For me if a true man who loves their gf won't have hurt them very often or even scold them with harsh words or even vulgar language.I told her to really make up her mind.Hearing her cry on the phone really makes me feel like teaching that guy a lesson.I just hope that her meet up yesterday is not to get back together i know i'm evil in saying that but its not worth it!Oh ya and the other one used to be so called my old love,people said his married with a child now whether its true or not i'm still wondering.Ok enough said of them i had enough of them hah.

I got to know this new song MERCY from duffy.Oh i just love it.She really have a unique voice and if you noticed the rhythm of the song is a mixture of two popular song.Here's to all if you have not seen her music video yet enjoy :)

Done and over with.

Dear Bloggie,

Finally all 4 papers is done!I'm so glad about it.I just have to wait for my result which is about a months time i guess.You can't imagine the fever and headache i had gosh it really is such a burden especially during your exam period its really difficult to study in that condition but well i pull it through and today is the last paper.Been doing revision all day long and i actually woke up at 4am all along just to get the last minute touch up things which i might miss.Oh well i think i did fairly well.Well done aisyah!hah.

My grandma which is from my dad side was admitted to tan tock seng hospital.Went there to pay her a visit yesterday with my dad and my sister.She look really weak doctor said that shes lack of potassium.Don't quite really know when she will be able to discharged but i just pray hard that she will get well soon.

Alright will be so call a first day at work.Haiz..work?Totally not in a mood for that.Been MIA for work for quite sometimes i just feel like not returning but what can i do,i had to.I actually have the thought off...but nevermind.Just hope that no extra assignment for me to do tomorrow like follow up and stuff till the next blog i need to do some housework now.

Its monday.

Dear Bloggie,

Monday blues asusual.Took a cab early in the morning to work due to sleepy + laziness.Went to my favourite malay stall around my area to buy breakfast but was very upset when it was closed.No noticed no nothing,usually they will open the stall real early,well i got myself tea and toast instead ate it in the cab when i was on my way to work.Luckily it was not jammed cause i will definately reached work just in time and the fare will be much more than you can imagine.Get myself changed right after i reached there and proceed to our clinic role call.Nothing special about role call today but my so call "student" is late and never you can imagine she actually wanted to resign.The moment when i hear that my face totally changed.So difficult to described but my hardwork and effort are all wasted.Sometimes i rather to work or run my clinic alone rather than having someone to teach and end up she decided to leave.Well whatever it is good luck in your new job.

Tomorrow will be that fussy doctor again hah.Prepared all his casenotes right after i finished my afternoon clinic and i went back home late at about 6.30pm.I bet tomorrow i will be like a mad woman running here and there cause he do have alot of patients tomorrow.I don't mind review patients but when comes to first visit gosh you never can imagine his ultrasound his scope his procedures too many things to handle and for that i chuck patients casenotes one side and tidy up at the end of the clinic.I just hope everything will run smoothly tomorrow.

Random story.

Dear Bloggie,

Today's weather was really hot i could feel the heat and even though i switch on my fan to the higher i still feel warm.Best friend call me up early in the morning and wanted to come over my house as she wanted to use my computer to download songs.Met her at lot 1 shopping mall to get ourself breakfast.My intention there was to buy a sport shoe for myself since my previous one was thrown by my dad.Bought a reebok sport shoe which cost me $71.90.The price was not too bad i don't intend to buy expensive one like adidas or nike cause i just wanna use it for running and not for show.Yes i really need to start my running soon i think i've gain weight!haha.

Yesterday was pay day wee!Gosh finally i'm rich again haha.Well i went out with my sister to chinatown to buy all my personal stuff there from moisturiser cream,pantyhose and etc.I really love to buy those things there cause they are cheap.After getting the stuff i want,went straight to vivocity to look around.Wanted to buy a pants buy end up i bought dippin donuts and chocolates at chocolate empire as nothing interest me there.Went to all the boutiques from zara,topshop and forever 21 all the clothes there bore me nothing really caught my eyes.Well i'm abit fussy went choosing clothes.Thats me anyway but which lady are not right?hah.

The new supplement that i've bought has making me go in and out of the toilet.They told me that it means the supplement does work cause it flushes away all our toxic in the body.Its good for the immune system and avoid us from sickness thats what they told me.I'm vigourously eating that supplement and i'm going to continue eating it if it really works.

Sunday.

Dear Bloggie,

I just came back from household shopping with mummy,daddy and my younger sister.Oh..i had alot of time everytime we go for household shopping cause i can grab anything that i want.As usual the place that we will proceed to is sheng shiong as it is very near our place and very reasonable price too.Due to chinese new year,the place was really pack with people maybe because its like 3 days left to their new year that why they are busy buying stuff.The grabber which is me and my sister we will just grab anything that we want without any hesitation and stuff it inside the big trolley and by then the trolley will be full of our things.Total cost for the whole stuff that we bought is $250,it worth it.

Tomorrow will be another day at work gosh just don't feel like going to work cause i think i still lack of rest but luckily,tuesday i will be having product knowledge training and wednesday will be a half day clinic as most of the doctors block their clinic due to chinese new year eve and after that will be having a long holiday.Regarding my training on tuesday i just hate it when we have to use our uniform.Sometimes i wonder why do they set this kind of stupid rules aren't we adult enough to wear what we like?They really treat us like a small children.I will just wait and see whether the rules is set by my own supervisor or our ceo.

First entry.

Dear Bloggie,

This is my first mutiply blog entry as you can see the previous post was actually import from my blog thats why it was in the year 2007.Finally its saturday a day for me to rest at home i'm actually looking forward to weekends.Well no plans for today i think i will just have to stay at home and watch the vcds that i've rented yesterday at Lot 1 or even surfing the net as usual.I've always rented a thai comedy movie cause i think its a hilarious one.

Mummy will be back home soon.Oh i just can't wait for her return,so that we could go out together.As per normal i will always be at home with daddy while my sister will be hanging ard outside with friends quite boring though but i' used to it anyway.

Do you guys loves to watch korean drama?Oh i just love watching it especially the one every saturday at 3pm till 5pm.The title is call "save the last dance" a very romantic and sad story it really touched my heart untill sometimes it shed me to tears maybe because it reminds me of my pass love experience.I will have to stop here for now as the drama is starting soon will update more soon.

Dear Bloggie,

I can't get back to sleep anymore,now i'm soo fresh.Its raining outside and i'm freezing cold right now.This is the best weather to get some sleep but this one thing is just bothering me and it bleeds now.Haiz..just hope that if i were to get back to sleep later it won't get itchy again.There is so many things which i want to update you about but i got no chance at all as i was very tired the pass few days.I received a message from an uknown guy saying that he would like to make friends with me as usual i anxiously want to know from who he get my number and it was actually from an ex of mine.Didn't respond to him that much as i wasn't that comfortable and only knowing him like only a day he's acting as if i know him for a very long time,you know messaging me those kind of crap messages and for your info i don't even care.And for the very first time in my life i eventually tell him that i'm not comfortable talking to him and he's overeacted and actually who don't?especially when i get to know he's a friend of my ex and also a close friend of my ex present gf i bet they are up to something maybe.Well for your information miss "whatever", i broke up with your present bf right now because he's a money digger and he has been playing behind my back with other girls as in 2 timing me so that answer everything so all the best to you then huh!

Daddy just got me a new handphone!Actually mummy paid for it but daddy went to a shop at yew tee to get that new handphone for me.Oh..i just love it finally after soo long i change to a new handphone.No more motorola and now back to nokia.I've been using that motorola handphone for ages i think.When comes to handphone,just put it as i'm not crazy about it like some people who will definately upgrade their handphone now and then.Once again thanks mummy!

Clinic was alright earlier on,managed to do eveything well but i felt kind of tired maybe due to lack of sleep.And did i tell you that there's a new staff in my clinic?Was pissed off with her earlier on giving me stupid excuses.In my whole year working in AH i've never asked a patient to go down to the xray department to get an appointment cause he kept changing it for 3 times and the phone line was engaged.When i tried to explained to her that you should not do that and asked her to rebook appointment for the patient but she ended up scolding him and asked him to go down if he really wants it changed.If one of the counter staff didn't tell me about it i'm sure this will continue on and on.And i actually apologise to that patient regarding her attitude.Luckily enough that patient was kind enough and he still smile.And you know what she still got the cheek to say "i know lah i look at people one,he alright one"i was like ya right if one day that "so called" alright patient turns to be nasty you are dead and don't tell me i don't warned you!

Oh..i just can't wait!Left with only 14 days more.I'm sure we gonna have fun and yah thanks for calling tam after soo long i'm touched.Alright i think better get some sleep i have only have 2 more hours to another day at work.