what a day.

its saturday but i need to work gosh i feel soo shagged.met d in the morning went work together took a bus there well i was very early actually hah and people was like asking why was i very early today haha.had breakfast in the pantry chat wif my friends then get ready to start clinic.doing workman com is ok but running two rooms at a time will make me like a crazy woman especially when patients keep coming non stop.well its has been a long time since i work on saturday trying to recall the workman com thing i just realise that they have started to use a new form and its much easier cause there is no MC column.finish clinic abit late actually but its ok cause rajesh owns me a lunch hehe.

after work i went straight to meet d at raffles place mrt thought of meeting syikin to get my belt back but its okla i guess the next time round maybe.went to get lunch at subway.didn't managed to finish the food cause i was not that hungry actually.receive a msg from rashid saying that i was with my new bf,i was abit shock actually wonder how he knows that trying to look around the place who knows he's somewhere there but no where in sight.so i give him a call instead.he said he saw me at the bus stop while i was with my bf.hah well it has been a long time since he left AH.

went to suntec city to watch a movie after our meal.movie we watch was blades of glory haha very funny show indeed.i recommend you all to watch it cause i bet u will laugh like hell just like i did hehe.but the movie seats was very lousy and it cause my neck to hurt.movie ended at about 6 plus i guess told d that i wanna go home straight i was very tired actually thought of going home to rest.

well its exactly one week now we have been together everything was alright soo far.but sometimes i do have this kind of weird feeling i dunnoe why.i guess the past makes me the way i am now.being very suspicious,curious,careful and misunderstanding is what i am now.i just don't want to be hurt again enough of everything.sometimes i wonder being single or attached is both difficult or i rather not to be in this world anymore. i just pray for everything to be alright.insya'allah.

its damn funny.

check this out guys i bet u will laugh like hell just like i do!

mummy's day.

gosh i'm still cracking my head thinking of what should i get or do during mother's day.ask my sister to help but useless,she has totally no idea.well i thought of baking her a cake instead rather then buying it from outside.atleast it shows how much i love her by making her that cake with my own hand and with love from the bottom of my heart.how sweet isn't it?hah.but there's still another problem,i don't know what cake to make.hmm..browse some of the cake books that i have.my eyes was caught by this chocolate cake.maybe i should make that.ya chocolate cake.yummy!hehe. definately i will ask my sister and my dad to help me with this or atleast accompany me while i was making that cake.hope that everything will turn out as plan.

work today was alright, although the workload was not that bad but i still feel very tired.i guess i've not been having enough rest.mayb i slept late the pass few days.

i think i'm getting chubbier hah.i have been eating and eating.gosh craving for food and stuff just like a pregnant lady.haha.i guess its because of my aunt dot thing.its actually normal for me to crave for food especially when i'm about to have my aunt dot.but i hate it cause it will make me gain that kg.i guess i must work something out,have not been doing running lately cause i was soo busy with work and studies.the only day i will be free is on tuesday and thursday but it all depends cause sometimes i feel soo tired.well if there's a will there's a way.i definately must put on my running shoes back!

haiz.

i'm feeling UPSET really UPSET.
very MOODY.really MOODY.
why must it turn out to be this way after all my effort.
haiz :(

i like this one.

There are moments in life when we miss someone so much that we just want to pick them from our dream and hug them for real! When the door of happiness closes, another opens but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.Don't go for looks they can deceive. Don't go for wealth even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile,because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile.Dream what you want to dream go where you want to go be what you want to be,because we have only one life and one chance to do all the things we want to do. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything, they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.Don't count the years count the memories.

i don't know for you but i feel great after reading this.i guess whatever written is true.well;

Cartoon me.

Thanks el for the cartoon version of me.hehe.
so sweet of you.
i really like it.
=))

Nice knowing you.

i'm really happy that i get to know someone like you.you are a nice guy though cute one i must say but all because of yesterday all the impression about you has change.how could you actually say that to me.telling me all girls are the same and they always give stupid reasons.well thanks for that i was actually abit piss off yesterday and in the morning i receive a message from you apologising for being over reacted cause you hate being rejected.well all i can say is being rejected and so is part of life,it is something we will have to go through though.i still can't accept you saying that i'm the same like others well if you think i am then by your means maybe thats part of the reason why i didn't reply your messages.i really hate people accusing me and saying things which i'm not.did i mention that i'm sensitive?well i wish you all the best in whatever you do.i hope that you won't do the same thing to girls out there which you did to me.take care always ya.

wonderful sunday.

today was boring indeed but who cares my mum is at home.yeah finally get to meet her after two weeks.plan today was to stay at home cause i wanna watch dance floor and cheetah girls 2!wow such a great show which i definately can't miss.i'm sorry that i rejected in you asking me out but i really want to stay at home.ok forget about that i actually woke up early today.hmm..i guess around 8 maybe?hah.as per normal the first thing i will do once i'm awake from sleep is to on my computer.i simply can't live without my com.its like part of my life maybe daily life.hah.check my mail,my friendster and logging into my msn.

feeling kind of hungry so me n my sis decided to order mcdonalds.yummy!well we order double cheeseburger meal for my sis,fish fillet meal for me,chicken nuggets for my mum and cheese burger for dad.while waiting for the food to arrive,i feel like karaokeing hah.ask my sis to duet with me cause it has been a long time since we sing together.so my house was abit chaotic though with me and my sis singing and my mum shouting hah.but who cares as long as i'm with my family i'm happy enough.finally the mcdonald man arrive with our food in his hand.as usual we will ask dad to pay for it.we had our food as well as watching vcd at the same time.the cd we watch was call qabil khushry qabil igam it was a malay film.well its such a sad story i recommend you all to watch it.

yeah finally dance floor has start couldn't wait for them to show their moves.hah.well i definately support fantastic 4 for sure but they really dissapoint me tonight cause they were not energetic enough today.i could see that one of them are nervous.but its alright results was fair enough i guess, vas and pris deserve to win.they are totally a powerful dancer.how i wish i could be the one dancing there tonight.my passion for dancing is soo strong but joining those kind of clubs or group i really got no time at all.maybe i should keep it as a hidden talent.well my mum always gets to see me dance at home.haha.ok enough for now time to bath.

A part of me.

well for a start let me introduce myself.
i'm aisyah.i'm turning 19 yrs old this october 29.living in a world of fantasy and reality.trying to pursue my dreams.i use to be a girl who loves to hang around alot and wasting my time outside with friends and stuff but as i grow older,i do have lots of responsibilities so i prefer to stay at home relax rather than wasting my time outside.i do hang around with my friends when i feel like it.i don't have alot of friends like those people out there,i prefer to stick to those i'm comfortable with those who understand me and my character.currently i'm working at alexandra hospital as a doctor assistant and studying part-time in bmc.i've been working there for about 1yrs plus.i like working there with the doctors,knowing their personal background and characters it was fun though but i hate some of the people there.gossips and stuff,ok who doesn't right?but i hate it when people talk something which isn't true at all.i guess maybe jealous is the word.haha.actually working as a doctor assistant is not what i plan to do,its like a job until i finish my course in bmc which i currently studying right now and get into poly.i'm single and available haha any takers?i love it this way.don't have to stress out myself thinking about boys.well thanks to those out there who have broke my heart into pieces now i've learn to be stronger and careful each time.i do contact with guys trying to know them in person their personality ,character and attitude but whenever they try to confess that they like me i will definately tell them that i'm not ready to commit.i don't know why but its just me.maybe i haven't met the one or maybe i rather not choose or ask my mum to find me my future husband haha.

i have a small family.its only the 4 of us in the family.my dad,mum,my younger sister and me.no matter how small it is,i still love them alot cause after all they are all the one that keep me goin all these while.i don't get to meet my mum everyday cause she was send by her company to work in KL she will always be back in singapore maybe once every two weeks.its all depend if she's not busy there.quite boring though when she starts working there cause there's no more mummy cook food everyday but what can i say my daddy cooking is simply nice too.daddy loves to cook.everyday we will have different kind of dishes as well as desserts.yummy!well not only my daddy can cook,i can cook too =) but what i love most is to bake cookies,muffin,brownies and cakes.as for my younger sister,she's 15 yrs old this yr.i'm like 4 yrs older than her.she totally have the opposite character of me.i describe her as a hot-temper person.although we do quarrel and stuff sometimes but i still love you sister!ok i guess that's enough about me will blog again soon =)